The floor of my washroom felt still more cold. I smiled. Afterall it really isn't easy to murder to your emotions..!!!
I ran in haste towards my washroom in the mid of the night. Opening the shower, I sat under the cold water pouring over my head. The water trickling down my swollen red eyes and chapped lips, instantly put me at an ease. This was something I was used to, each night the numbness was the solution.
Nothingness was something I was still holding on to. Sometimes this sudden urge evokes to end up everything. Everything that haunts me and keeps me wide awake. Everything that means desolation and rejection. Everything that scares the depths of my soul.
With in few minutes it was all numb. The chills growing inside left me with no feelings, the ability to think vanished. Just a deep void left behind. It soothes when it freezes on inside of your heart.
I picked up a piece of sharp blade and made a cut on my supple skin. Little blood smeared and got carried away with those tiny droplets of water. I sat there drenched with inhuman thoughts and wet with insanity. The pain drained out, in bright red colour.
The floor of my washroom felt still more cold. I smiled.
Afterall it really isn't easy to murder to your emotions..!!!
Let it go .....
ReplyDeletePROMISE YOURSELF :
ReplyDeleteYou can never truly let someone love you until you learn to love yourself like me.
Em myself my own favourite down to earth personality girl.MashALLAH.
Make some promises to love yourself.
To be so strong that nothing
Can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health,happiness and prosperity.
To every person you meet.
To make all your friends feel that
There is something in them
To look at the sunny side of every thing.
And make your optimism come true.
To think only the best,to work only for the best.
And to expect only for the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others.
As you are about your own.
To forget the mistakes of your past,live in your present.
And press on to the greater achievements of the future,
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
And give every living creature you meet a smile.
To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
That you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry,too noble for anger,too strong for fear,
And too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
Not in loud words,but great deeds
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
So long as you are true to the best that is in you.
A GENTLEMAN IN THE NIGHT :
ReplyDeleteShe sat alone, in a dress of ivory silk.
Beneath the stars, sparkling
like the white wine
shared at the party.
Her mind drifted gently
like the leaves that fell from
the late autumn trees
in the park nearby.
She turned her gaze heavenward
and felt the soft breeze,
uplifting, cradle her chin
in its warm hands.
The gentleman had made a promise;
by the stroke of midnight,
that she await at this very spot,
for his descent.
How handsome he had been,
his slender fingers caressing her back,
as they danced, entranced,
the music guiding them.
He whispered his instructions
in her ear, so soft...
Under his power, she obeyed.
Bringing her here, to wait.
Her luscious locks swayed,
moving with the wind,
just as she had moved with him;
A shadow.
Out of the murk he strode.
Tall, dark, and handsome.
She swooned pre-emptively,
awaiting his embrace.
As he drew from beneath his cloak,
it glinted, but why?
The precious moonlight reflected,
both in her eyes, and in the steel.
The reflection only momentary;
his blade, dulled by lavish burgundy,
and her eyes,
dulled by the embrace of death.
She sighed softly, nary a sound,
as he embraced her one final time,
whispering to her his farewell.
She smiled, and slipped into the ether.
They found her come morning.
A single rose alighted upon her lifeless form.
The gentleman had struck once more.
And disappeared into the night.
By Aliza Kashmala Kiran
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