I Hurt Myself.

i've made the mistake 

of complacency and 
now i'm paying the price 
i've made the mistake 
of being so nice 
and trying to be too nice 

and now i hurt myself 

for all the previous hesitations 
because not being myself 
has led to all of these frustrations 

i don't want to live 

in the past if i can help it 
but the road ahead 
is slippery as i drive it 

i've made the mistake of stupidity 

and now i kick myself 
i kick myself 
for when i hesitated 
i hurt myeslf 
i'm so frustrated 
i hurt  myself.